6 months since my last post. And in that time my mental health has taken a turn for the worse & I had ended up in a hospitalization, sadly. It is unknown to me at this current time if I can continue posting, or even developing as the dopamine just isn't there... MDD + BPD + PTSD + ADHD has been hell. Hopefully this just means I'm nearing the end of this 2 decade long storm; I'd love to finally live!

There are so many dreams I'd like to make a reality; So many things I believe the wired would love, but I haven't the energy apart from survival, for it.