Pomni is my spirit animal. I thoroughly enjoyed ADC. idk what to say but its been a while since i made a post ! im trying to get meds again so i can stop splitting,,, but half of me is playing tug-o-war to not. it sucks but im still gonna try. at least i made a place to voice my thoughts without getting yelled at, jeez, you'd think being 24 would cure ur mental illness; jk it wont, but thanks for telling me to act my age ppl bc i clearly want to be mentally ill. lol. maybe someday ill have a FP that wont drag me thru the dirt and maybe i could start to heal properly?? im tired of reacting to perceived threats all the time t_t. perks of being in situations for long enough where i had to do that daily! BPDemon this, BPDemon that, ur a guy u cant have bpd, ur acting like a girl, etc. oh my god. at least i have a tat gun now, a form of self-medication thats been helping. im also tired of the borderline-homeless state im in, my issues get in way of me holding a job as ive tried, haha at least i was able to hold one for 25 days until i really couldn't hold off my paranoid ideations and hallucinations! stupid spiders, of all things, why do borderlines have a tendancy to hallucinate spiders? as of writing comments on blog posts do not work, i had to prematurely make the dev version the live version bc i forgot to backup the live version on new server install... Aura [0.0.1] sooooon ;3 edit: ps clocky, if u didnt try and copy my every move/thought and claim it as your own, not to mention the backstabbing, we'd most likely still be good friends :3. i barely know who i am besides the things i like, and as such i may appear more femme online, as that is what i like. though my likes can very easily flip on a dime due to other peoples views/voices so i must protect it with the utmost care; ie cutting you out. (u are not allowed my core, u covert narcissist)
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