requiem.moe

Quick Preview of 0.1 as I create the versions framework !! Oh, how much the site has changed since 2018!!! I do believe I first started working on 0.1 and re-learning html/css, I think in September of 2018, although was put on hold in Oct-Jan due to an untimely accident. I'm still trying to find the little goofy websites I made when I was like 12 though :P, they're out there somewhere!!! 0.1-0.6 Are quite similar, 0.7-1.2 is where I really started to experiment with JS/PHP, 1.3+ is the result of those experimentation's! I wonder what 1.5, or even 2.0, or hell, 5.0 will look like... Will it be wired themed? jester themed? Cyber themed? Gothic? or something new entirely that I haven't touched on yet... aquatic???? XD anyways the pentagram here (1.4.5 oh I just realized blog posts should record the respective app version too for future sake... dammit) is cuz uhhh winchester fan boy :p. Maybe I should do svg's in all four corners of different things I very much enjoy. Supernatural, Star Trek, Star Gate, Steins;Gate.... Ooooh the mental image of that is very cool and satisfying, maybe I should play on the 4 elements and have them radiate different colors to also incorporate other aspects of things I like. Speaking of, BPD; shouldn't I not know who I am? or does that not equate to things I enjoy/like? or is enjoyment of something a pillar or mirror of ones own personality? interesting how even now, in healing, I have voices/voces/... whats the word im looking for, its not quite voices, moreso feelings, inklings, fears???... in my mind telling me that everything I do is fake/not real/im doing it for attention/etc. but if that was true, wouldn't I have been a huge attention whore in 2014-2023?? I was mostly quiet in 2017-2020... Oh you psychologists out there can probably see the cPTSD... wew. Maybe I haven't really changed much, instead I've just been bringing the internal sound/tones of my monologue, outwards as I believe it is more true to myself than my various masks.

Oooh I should add green-text support to the markdown parser.

PS: To all my new friends, I love you, you guys are very wholesome and are helping me heal a-lot. It's funny how I can be open here but not on discord/steam due to feelings of, idk? I wonder what 2024 req will be like ! thanks for all the laughs