fuck. i thought alcohol would make me feel okay, again. as it did last month.... but no, it has made me feel utterly sick... why? its only a fifth that i have drunk.. why do i feel so sick!? past me, i envy you, you wouldve been fine.... hell even last month, i drank 2 fifths and a pint of jack daniels in the span of 56 hours, and upon waking from that stupor i felt just as sick as i do now. maybe my body just hates alcohol from that night... oh well, i dont care. i dont really pride myself on alchohol itself, just its inhibition experience... i wish i didnt drink it all now though, go figure. sigh. i even missed my planned vrc time... i was supposed to do that when drunk! so i could make friends easier :p, funnily enough i found out i have actually played vrc in vr before, but i dont remember! i only remember one night in 2021 or 2022 being drunker than i am now, in the entrance of black-cat... after that its blank. fuck i even have notifs now, to return to a world called "glimmer glade" wtf, i have no memories of this place! my avi is pretty cool though, i must give credit to my past self on that! tiredness is seeping in now... fml. i wanna stay awakeeee! what else did i want to say? i cannot recall what i did want to say... ill eventually remember or piece together what it was in a future blog post, probably. I am gaining more permanence in my emotions and memory, which is very good! hahaha, good night reader i must go to sleep. well ill watch some vids in vr, then ill pass out... its been a long day!
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