It feels like all I do is repeat my pain on this blog. I want to discover things, dude. I want to learn. I want to share what I learn, but it's like there's a physical tumor in my brain preventing me from doing so bc every step in the right direction is just soooooo exhausting.
I miss the dopamine I got from developing things, now it feels like it's just routine. I mean it's still fun to do and I literally have nothing else to do, but idk, I guess I just feel empty. It's been like this for 3-4 years and I can't quite pin point why.
Maybe the answer is to start posting about tech stuff again no matter how small it is... My wanna-be-perfectionism does get in the way here, sooo