Another southern hatred post. Not traditional hatred, but a longing for comfort and belonging and dignity. You can't fucking think 0.000000000001mm off from the default thinking here without being emotionally punished and ostracized.
And it's all from fear of extended "family" and experience. Meaning a lot of my past is projecting through this post, I think. I was sorta forced to get baptized as if I didn't believe in Source already (Not that I regret baptism, I view it differently than christians, a spiritual purification not le saving). Being 143iq in this place is causing me so much suffering, I need to get ooooout. I can't even be pagan without getting looked at weird. Fuck offfff
Jk sorta, I'm creating scenarios in my head over scary family members who've indirectly threatened me in the past for being different and it's causing me a lot of stress right now bc my mind wont shut up about it, henceeeee why I gotta vent about it here. I do want to gtfo of here asap (Please donate to my Save Requiem Fund!)