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There are those from my past who are so obsessed with labeling me with BPD, as if it's some demonic thing, not realizing its a reactive disorder. I don't go out on the prowl. It fucking hurts when people lable me as a demon, I already deal with enough so just fucking stop. You're obsessed with me and you need help. What happened between us years ago was a fucking reaction to abuse I was recieving, but of course another simple minded ego-centric ape is on a ego-crusade. Let me heal maybe? Is that such a fucking sin? Now my skin is crawling and I'm crying as I write this, as you wanted. Fuck Poland.

Think about the CAUSE not the EFFECT you fucking moron. Here's your fucking show, get your popcorn you sick fuck.

For those un-aware, there's someone on steam that's made it their mission to intercept any potential new friend I get due to my BPD and them having a bad reaction to it years ago (Maybe read my blog to see what I was going through at the time? Self centered piece of shit). 3 fucking years, and yet I've healed a fuck ton but no, I'm still a demon to them and I must not have any friend ever. Fuck you Zira. You're just a bully and you're mad that I'm healing without you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OzLF_eDIWGc